The big relief, day 30 in Chastity is here.
Actually it came and went. Day 30 happened yesterday. Here is the final installment to Bfla’s 30 days in chastity. For the full story you can go on Enchantrix Empire and read his journal, concerning his experience of 30 days in male chastity.
I want to take a moment to thank Bfla for sharing this experience with me and for doing such a great job writing and sharing his experiences with all those that are interested. It is always good to read about what others experience when participating in such kinky matters.
For those of you that have been reading, thank you.
Princess Andi~
Monday, July 15 – Day 30
What was that sound? A sonic boom? A bomb? Why are Air Force jets scrambling to combat it? Why is there flooding across the eastern United States? Well, to those of you following along on my 30 days of chastity, you know the answer. I came!! Or, in other words, Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……
Yes, it’s over. After 30 long, hard, hot, days and nights, Andi let me out of chastity and I had my first orgasm in a month. Relief at last!
Andi and I had a mid-day call to end this journey. As you can imagine, my excitement built with each passing minute of the morning, increased exponentially by the fact that I was wearing lacy red panties and the chastity ring under my work clothes. By the time of our call, I don’t think there was room for me to pass anyone walking down the hallway my bulge was so large. Think Pinocchio’s nose lower down and even longer!
Our call was exciting, fun, gratifying, and, maybe, just a little bittersweet. To start our play, I removed the chastity ring from around my balls to symbolize my release. Then came the big bang to rival the beginning of the universe. Well, not right away. Really? Do you think Princess Andi is THAT generous? 🙂 No, there was a lot of stroking and edging with all kinds of toys and lube to drive me wild. Use your wicked imagination and Andi was probably doing it to frustrate me for those last minutes, which, of course, only seemed like decades. 🙂 But then it was time. I had a homemade brownie we had agreed I would shoot all over. I stood, I aimed, I stroked, I begged, I pleaded, and, finally, I heard those words I hadn’t heard in 30 days – go ahead, let it out, cum all over that brownie….YAY!
So I nutted my nuttie brownie. A lot. A whole lot. I mean a real whole lot. See the flooding analogy above. It felt every bit as good as I imagined. But as those of you who have experience with chastity know, there was a lot more than gooey white ropy strands of cum that shot out of my balls and shaft. There were a lot of pent-up emotions that came firing out, and I moaned louder and harder than I ever had during an orgasm. It was physically amazing, but it was a total body and mind experience, and I was overcome by the moment. Andi had to help me work on my breathing and relax afterwards.
Then I had the best snack, eating my cum-iced brownie. 🙂 I love eating my cum. And it tasted so good after 30 days! We then spent a while talking before hanging up. Fortunately we had made time later to talk, because Andi and I both knew I might have some very difficult emotions now that it was over. And we were right. I had to fight off an emotional crash that afternoon. Knowing I was going to talk to Andi later helped.
We talked for a long while that evening. It was amazing. It felt so good to talk and laugh with Andi about everything; it really buoyed my spirits. We celebrated this major accomplishment together. We were both proud and happy.
And then, when I wasn’t expecting it at all, my sexy, beautiful, wonderful Princess surprised me by asking me if I was horny again and started to tell me what she wanted me to do with my excited dick. And before I knew it I had shot another huge load into those lacy, red panties I had been wearing all day. Oh did that feel so good!! So I drove home feeling the dampness of my cum inside my panties and the warmth radiating from my body and soul as I spent a final few pleasant minutes with Andi.
Guess what? I slept GREAT!
So it’s over and we will move on. It will probably take a while to sort through all the thoughts I have. But for now, here is what I think: I am elated I did this and had the experience, and, of course, that it was with the perfect Princess for me. I did it long enough I think to understand what long-term chastity is about. And that is what I wanted.
There were moments of incredible physical and emotional sensations. It was very hot sometimes not to cum and to feel all that excitement and energy not released. And it was emotionally very fulfilling and exciting to give myself in such a new and total way to someone who I care about and adore so very, very much. So much of it was so much fun!
But, honestly, it was harder and more challenging in many ways than I thought. I needed a lot of emotional support. I realized how much orgasms mean in my life and not just because they feel physically good. There’s a psychological boost to sexual release for me as well. And when I didn’t have it, I had some tough times. I think, as a result, it was hard and challenging at times for Andi also. We had some difficult moments.
But in the end, we did it and shared a very amazing experience together. I will always be happy about that and grateful to Andi for all the care and support she gave me, both in private and on her and my blogs. And I am glad I shared this experience by writing about it. It caused me some angst at times, but the response and the supportive comments were fantastic and motivated me to keep going several times. I appreciate the sentiments Andi and others expressed that I was brave to publicly share my experience. That meant a lot to me and I really hope sharing the details benefited everyone, not just thinking about chastity, but about undertaking any new experience and about the intimacies and complexities of the mistress-submissive relationship.
So I doubt I will do this again, but now I know I can and did, and that means a great deal. So thank you everyone for reading, commenting, supporting and sharing. And most of all, thank you Andi for everything we shared the last 30 days and doing this with me. I will always be yours.
LOL, that’s right Tommieboy. And, came he did!
Oh my goodness, what thoughtful and fantastic comments from everyone. And that goes for your responses, Andi.
Magnus, chastity, like so many things, is a very personal experience and Andi is right, knowing your limits is important. On the other hand, having a mistress such as Andi who also knows your limits and is willing to work with you on them, guide you, and even help you test them without going too far or being overly demanding, is great too. I first proposed to Andi a two or three week period, and, knowing me and wanting to make this as meaningful an experience as possible, she suggested a month. It did test my limits, but it proved to be a better experience because of it in the end. I would be happy to chat with you more about the experience, as I am sure would Andi and many other mistresses. Thank you for the comment.
Constance, wow, what an awesome comment. Thank you. There are three really fantastic things that have come out of this experience. One of them is getting to know you. You are a great person and mistress. You have been commenting and offering your support since the beginning, and it has been invaluable. Your support and perspective proved a huge motivator for me, and helped lift me up on a couple of occasions when I really needed it. I can’t thank you enough. Andi is right, your understanding of everything that goes into chastity from BOTH the submissive and mistress end was important and helpful. Thank you for the compliments to my writing. It means a lot. I am glad I was able to convey the wonderful relationship I am fortunate enough to have with Andi. Thank you so much.
PB, the second really fantastic thing that came out of this was the connections I formed through EE with other mistresses and fellow submissives, and the support I got. I feel so much more a part of the EE-LDW community than I did before. Not only did it enhance the chastity experience, I know it will enhance the rest of my experiences with Andi. I definitely want to continue that. I love the feeling of support I got from people like you. Thank you for reading, following along, and offering your support. Every comment meant a great deal.
Andi, the third (but the most important) thing that came out of this is what we shared. Words cannot convey all the feelings of gratitude, excitement, devotion, and pleasure (especially since I have had an orgasm) I feel for and about you right now. This truly was a shared experience from the moment we first discussed it. And that is what made it and will always make it so special. You are welcome for everything I shared with you; you make it easy and rewarding. I am glad you enjoyed and appreciated the journal and feel as I do that it reached people and helped them. That is what we both wanted. You helped me shape it, so you get credit too. Thank you for everything you shared with me during this, and for your guidance, care, and support. We had difficult moments, but we kept going together and, I think in the end, came out with a deeper appreciation for each other and an even stronger bond. I know now I will never be alone in any of this because you are there. I repeat my last line of the journal – I will always be yours.
bfla saw, he was conquered, and (eventually) he came!
PB, I just love how supportive you have been. I know that male chastity is not even a blip on your radar. And, despite that you have been genuinely supportive and interested, this really means a lot and it’s this kind of genuine support from the Enchantrix Empire, that really makes me happy to be a part of such a wonderful community. Thank you for taking the time to read and show your support.
Thank you Ms. Constance, I know that you are a wonderful Mistress and have written wonderful and informative blog posts on Male Chastity and long term chastity. And, because of your experiences, you know first hand all that long term chastity encompasses. Ms. Constance, kudos from you is high praise. I agree, Bfla has a wonderful writing style and it means a lot that he not only wanted to experience this with me, he also wanted to write about it. The ups and the downs. To give people an honest response to his-our- chastity journey. Thank you for reading and for the well wishes.
Hi Magnus,
Magnus, I am glad that you are aware of your limits. Sometimes, I ask guys to keep a pre-chastity journal. I suggest this to men that are curious and not really sure if it is something they can handle. I suggest this instead of going out and buying a device that just ends up being a very expensive and paperweight.
Ceding control is a very special gift for both sub and Mistress. I know, none of the Mistresses here at LDW, take that gift for granted. Thank you for reading Magnus. It is always lovely to read your thoughtful comments.
Congratulations!!!!!! And thank you for sharing your experience of your quest with us. I enjoyed learning about all the different emotions you felt and the struggles you endured along the way. Thank you and again…Congratulations on achieving your goal!!!!!
First I would like to say CONGRATULATIONS!!! I have been following your journal on EE and have enjoyed not only what you have been going through but your writing style. The connection and the meaning of your relationship with Princess Andi jumps right off the page to the readers very well done!!! Ms Andi what an amazing thing you two have done and I give you huge kudos for being such an amazing woman! Congratulations to you both and I wish you many many many more fun and meaningful times together!!
Very nice, MsAndi! Chastity is something I’ve been very curious about for some time though I know I wouldn’t be interested in any sort of long term lockage. For me it seems more about the ceding control of when I get to orgasm but not if. The 30 days here would be just over what I would consider too long but a couple of weeks would be just about right.