Are you feeling alone with your kink?
Does your sexy desires keep you locked up inside? Do you feel that no one will understand and get that you are a kinky guy?
I know what it’s like to feel and be different. I know what it’s like to feel that no one is going to “get me.”
You see, I have a learning disability called dyslexia. I am sure you have heard it before. Lots of people make jokes about it. I am in good company though. Tom Cruise, Jay Leno, Cher, and 35% of entrepreneurs have dyslexia. I learned how to read despite what all the professionals told my parents. It was not easy and I still struggle daily with it. Some days are easier than others.
I Understand Your Fetish
However, I believe my struggles give me an extra edge into understanding you. I know there are guys out there that are less than perfect. They have kinky thoughts and fantasies, and need someone to share them with. I get that. Not only do I get that, I appreciate it, I honestly do.
I am patient and kind. I am compassionate and thoughtful. I am wicked and naughty. And I love getting guys off. Even denial is a form of getting off because your balls are so horny and that feeling is so fucking delicious. That is something I REALLY enjoy doing!
I know I have a bratty tease reputation and that is for a reason. However, I wanted to share that I know what it’s like to be different, and might “get you” in ways that others don’t. I know I am beautiful and that I have a lot going on for me. I am very lucky.
I am sharing this with you today because I want you to feel comfortable enough to open up and share what makes you feel so different, whether it is a physical challenge or a secret fetish that you are afraid to share.
I am not going to judge you. One of the reasons I love what I do is because I get to share some real special moments and talk to men from all over the world who are just like you. Isn’t it time you start exploring your kinky side?
I will wrap you around my finger!
Andi~
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OH my-my-my! Adam. Not only will I have you wrapped around my finger. Sounds like my sexy legs will capture your attention! I am a hot leggy cock tease for a reason!
5’7 is my height.
I look forward to teasing that horny dick of yours. 😉
PB,
I am appreciative how you are so open with me about what excites you sexually. One of the things I really like about you– is that you are always secure in your own sexuality and are clear about your boundaries. I really appreciate that.
I did note you did not say embarrassment. *wink*
Each time I pick up my phone- my intent, is to offer a good time, a safe place to explore and have an amazing time together.
Thank you for the comment!
Andi~
Ms Andi…BTW…I never answered the question…”Does being kinky make me feel different?” Yes…it makes me feel great when I am in the throws of it…whether it be in real life or in the land of fantasy / phonesex land. For me there is no other “high” like it…..it feels amazing to be in this state. It’s like a drug and I want more of it. Yeah…I know this is not the intent of the question. I am at that point in my life where I realize my kinks may be different from the “norm”…whatever that means. But I also realize that there is so much more to me than just my kinks…so no need for anyone that is not directly involved in my kinks to see that side of me. I also realize that life is too short not to explore the things that make you happy. I am kinky and proud of it!!!! I just don’t want to climb a mountain and yell it at the top of my lungs or post it on FaceBook 🙂 And yes, it’s good to know there are people and places that fellow kinksters like my self can go to explore our kinks and fetishes and fantasies without judgement. Note, I did not say embarrassment…..judgement as you point out is the key. Because to explore kinks we need to do it with open minded, non judgmental people. Thank you for being open minded, non judgmental…sexy, smart and hot as hell…and oh yeah…young *wink*
I can’t believe the picture of you at the top of this article!
If this is really how your legs; and, ass really look I could easily fall in love with you! I would also love to have a long-term relationship with a woman as sexy as you are!
Your legs; and, ass really make me feel inferior like I don’t have anything to offer a woman as attractive as you are!
Your legs really make you a keeper!!!
I think I should definatly consider spending time with someone like you!
I wish you would love to get me off.
I wish you would love to deny the hell out of me literally! Having my balls so horny for a woman with legs and ass like yours is extremely delicious for me!
I am a very intelligent, college-educated man who would LOVE to spend his free time talking to you; and, making you feel happy! I agree that you do have a lot going on for yourself!
Unfortunately, I am not charming although this is something I wish I could work on being around a woman like you.
I have an intense leg/ass fetish for women, especially if she has legs like yours!
I would like to know how tall you are!
PB, I really do value the connection we share. It really is a pleasure watching you on cam. I truly, enjoy how you always “rise to the challenge.” *wink* I am glad you enjoy our confession sessions. I enjoy them just as much, maybe even more then you do.
I really do take pride in offering a safe haven for men and woman to come, talk to me about all kinds of kinky subjects. I value listening to each persons story and learning about what turns them on. I don’t judge. I am here to help guide, empower and have a really good time.
Thank you for trusting me enough to share your kink with me PB.
I love teasing the cum right out of you!
Princess Andi~
Ms Andi…I am so glad that you “like to get guys off”. I love that about you. I love getting on cam for you, stroking for you as you watch and tease me and push me to new heights of sexual bliss, I love being a slut for you…..I love confessing my deepest kinky secrets to you…and I love playing them out with you during our sessions. Yes, its so nice being able to share this with someone that won’t judge me and that loves helping “get me off”. Thank you!!!!
Alice,
Thank you so much for your heartfelt response to what I wrote. I do share my experiences because I know how hard it can be to pick up the phone and say, I am really interested in this particular kink. It takes a lot of courage to do that.
So, I feel opening up is a two way street. I know I am open about my dyslexia and it is a gift. I am glad your friend had parents that did the best that they could for their son. I am glad your friend learned from it and will give his son a choice.
I have had a lot of people try to keep me in the learning disabled box. They told my parents, I would never learn to read and write. Then they told me I could never go to college. Imagine if my parents listened to them? I would not have this sexy and fun blog! I am also going back to college in the fall. I have two years to go. I am looking forward to graduation.
Alcie as you know, there are so many different types of intelligence and I think many people tend to forget that.
It’s unfair to the learner.
One of the reasons, I value being an ETE and a part of the Empire is because I do get to meet and talk to so many incredible people from all over the world.
I am glad you are a part of it Alice, Enchantrix Empire is a wonderful place! One of the reasons I am always asking people to join (it’s free for those that don’t know and no– this wasn’t a planned plug.) is for the very reasons, you mentioned. It helps others to understand, that you are not alone.
It’s great to see all the different members communicate and share what turns them on.
Thank you again, Alice, for sharing your personal story and some of your struggles. That means a lot to me!
I am glad to read that you are feeling less alone and making more peace with your sexuality. I think to many people forget that our sexuality is part of being human and we need to celebrate it.
((Hugs))
Andi~
Sadie, thank you so much for sharing your experiences with me here Sadie! One of the reasons I love what I do here is because I get to have so much fun. I love helping you and others. Sharing your kink with me is an honor. I love it!
Don’t feel bad about my having dyslexia. It is a gift. I am creative and see the world in a way that many don’t get to experience.
Awesome!
Andi~
Sissy slave ted,
Thank you for the lovely comment.
Andi~
Dear Andi,
In my early 20s I had a friend name Frank (not his real name). He was an auto-mechanic, the best I ever knew. He had dyslexia, so his parents when he was young decided that he should learn a trade and auto-mechanic is what it was. Being a good wrench is one this, but Frank was incredibly good at it and could figure out solutions to problems the standard repair manuals just don’t cover, he clearly was extremely intelligent and I can’t help wonder what he would have been able to do if he had been allowed to foster his intelligence with a college education rather than having society and his parents write him off and send him to trade school. Maybe he still would have been a mechanic, he loved cars, but he was never really given the choice. His son was also dyslexic and he told me how important it was to him to make sure his son felt like he had a choice in what he became.
I can’t say that I know what it is like to have dyslexia but I have my own issue that prevents me driving, and I do know what it is like to feel alone and miss some opportunities as a result. When the seizures first started, people in my church tried anointing me with oil and when that didn’t work they said it was because I did not have enough faith. That was incredibly cruel, not only did I have something wrong physically but now they were saying I had another flaw that prevented the first from being healed.
I never had a seizure while driving and I know when I might have one, but I lost my license because a self-righteous doctor reported a seizure to the DMV causing me to lose my license because he felt he had to protect others. It wasn’t while driving and I would never drive when my mind gets into that state and the negative impact he had on me may last my lifetime, because without medical insurance it is incredibly difficult to get the battery of tests I need just to have a hope of a doctor signing an exception form.
But then I always remember that there are people who have seizures far more often than me, some more than once a month, some more than once a week, and I feel blessed that I don’t have to go through what they go through, that I really don’t have it that bad.
Anyway, I have trouble imagining what dyslexia is like but I know what loneliness due to a physiological limitation is like, and I know how hard and frustrating that can be. I am glad you feel you can talk about it, it raises awareness so that others with that disability may someday not have the same stigma attached to them.
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As far as loneliness and kink – yes, for decades I lived in guilt and shame over my “backwards” sexual desires, not only was it counter to society norms in a patriarchal society but sexual desires of any kind were sin to my church. I say church, not religion, because I no longer believe it is sin to the religion, just the way organized religion has twisted it.
I still feel alone around family, if they ever found out – I think they would accept me but it wouldn’t be the same anymore. However oddly enough, I don’t feel as alone as I use to.
EnchantrixEmpire has made a huge difference there. I learned there were others like me, lots of others like me, and that it isn’t as abnormal and deviant as I previously thought. I have a place where I can go be kinky with people who are kinky yet also are normal people from many different walks of lifes and philosophical viewpoints.
It is beautiful there, and I don’t feel nearly as alone as I use to. It’s like the theme song to Cheers there.
I hope this wasn’t too long. Loneliness is something I fight with a lot from time to time, I enjoyed your post.
Hi Princess: Thanks for writing this wonderful blog. I feel like you wrote it especially about me. To me you have always been patient and kind and compassionate and thoughtful. I have never seen your naughty or strict side. As you know, I was struggling a lot with my desires to get back into the routine that my friend Lauren had me on in college but I did not know how to go about it. You listened to my story and slowly you gained all my trust and I told you all my secrets and desires. Then you gave me great advice on how to get comfortable again with my kinks. Then you followed up with me to make sure I was on track and you nurtured me so that I felt good about myself and the choices I was making. I owe you a lot. Thank you soooo much. And thank you for sharing your personal struggle with your faithful worshipers. You are so wonderful and beautiful, it isn’t fair that you should have to struggle with anything. I love you Princess!
Dear Mistress Andi,i admire your courage.You are a complex person and that makes you that much more amazing.thank-you sincerely yours sissy slave ted